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Feel so fucking low right now.

Emotional

Past 2 days have been so emotional. Best friend overdosed tuesday night. Took her to hospital yesterday morning. Spent all day with her. She was admitted overnight. And I spent all day with her today too. She's been discharged now. So she will be...

I dont know how to cope

Past few days ive been feeling worse and worse. Right now I feel like im back to how I was a few months ago. Back in that dark black hole, where it feels like there is no way out. Crying all the time. Wanting to purge. Wanting to cut. Wanting...

Purge

Sitting here on my bed. Tears streaming down my face. Hands shaking. Panicing. I want to purge. So badly. And I havent in well over a year. And that was only twice anyway. Twice in my life. But in the past week or so, its been playing on my...

Last night

Last night was crazyyyyy! Me and my friend went clubbing. Omg we were soo drunk. Dread to think how many calories I consumed in alcahol... But we danced till 3.30am and then walked home in the pouring rain...so we did burn some calories off!...

Proud

My beautiful girly is doing SO amazing at the moment! Went on our first ever hack on tuesday and she was an absolute star! Hacked yesterday and today too and had so much much. Went onto the gallops and zoomed round! She's making me so proud at...