I have a question for you all...

As you know from my previous post, I have to go see a psychiatrist. But I wanna ask you guys a few questions. Dont worry if you cant answer them. - What will happen on the first appointment - Ive self harmed for about 2 1/2 years, Ive OD'd...

Psychiatrist...

Went to the doctors today about my depression. Not last night but the night before, I wanted to end it all. But my friend stayed with me for 2 hours and kept me talking. She kinda saved me really. Anyway, I told the doctors the tablets arent...

The light bulb suddenly lit in my head.

Dont eat. Be strong Stop being a failure Push yourself Dont give up.   This is what is currently wizzing in my head. I havent taken my anti depressants for like 2 1/2 weeks now. They wernt working so I thought there was no point. But...

Sorry I havent posted...

Sorry sorry sorry! Ive been at college all week and the internet surver has been playing up so I havent been able to come on here :( Ive actually missed it SO much! So here's a little catch up on what ive been up to and what ive been doing... ...

College shizzle.

Okay so Im moving into college today! Got my last year then im freeee (: Kinda excited! Its good to be parent free and have sooo much more independance and I can do what I like! Hopefully im in a block with all my friends again. We all have the...

There's this guy...

There's this guy called matt. He's hot. Like wow hot. But he's such a nice guy. Wouldnt hurt a fly. So kind. Really funny. Pretty perfect really. And Im starting to like him. Really like him. Ive only met him twice and I know that sounds stupid!...

Im baaaaack!

Hello beautiful people! Im back from the New Forest! It was BRILLIANT! I will upload pics tomorrow :) The wild ponies own the New Forest so they have right of way and can do what they like. So if they wander into the road, you cant move them,...

Super quick update!

Okay I have to be quick because this is my friends laptop and she's only in the shower and will be out in a min! At the New forest with Jo and having a wicked time! Coming home tomorrow though :( I made my own ana bracelet today! Its cute and I...

The New Forest

OMG Im SOOOO excited guys! My best friend from college has invited me to go to the New Forest with her on monday for a few days! A nice lil break it just what I need! Were gonna stay in a B'n'B (: Her mum she she's gonna book us a hack around...