Tonight...

So tonight im staying at my best friends house (: gonna be good except.... She's cooking chicken korma for dinna and Were getting stoned = munchies. Maaaaaan Ive gotta try and not eat shitty stuff! And as far as the chicken korma...

2 days with my horsey friend :)

I had such a good two days! Stayed at my friend Helen's house on wednesday night. She has a horse called Ben. He's a dude. We rode him on wednesday and thursday (: did some jumping. Got a couple of pics to show you guys. Excuse the bad jumping...

Say goodbye to the calories!

Okay so really excited about tomorrow and thursday! Staying with one of my close friends from college. She has a horse called ben. Ive ridden him before. He's a dude. And he older sister full loans a horse called barney who is 17.3hh! Thats HUGE. Ive...

Updatee and all that jazz...

Hey guys....sorry I havent posted in a few days....havent really known what to write about! But I'm here now so...yay (: So how is everything in Megan's world? Meh. Same old same old. Havent lost anything. Infact I wouldnt be supprised if I have...

Survey... (:

How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? 500 - 1000 What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? A fat girl who see's no way out Are You In A Relationship? Kind of. Are You Depressed? Yes Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? No. But I have...

Thinspiration (:

One day people will  be reblogging pictures of you as thinspo...Keep that in mind. You will get there (:                                            

This weekend...

Okay so this weekend has been a drinking weekend....so many calories I cannot believe! Between 4 of us, last night and all of today we have had 2 bottle's of vodka, 2 bottle's of wine, a bottle of smirnoff black ice and 24 pints of beer!!!!! Its...

Update, fast and love.

Sorry I havent posted properly in a while guys! This is just kinda of an update really. Lost 2lb but im at a stand still now! Grrr. Thinking about doing a fast tomorrow....anyone with me? Went shopping on wednesday which was depressing. But I...

These tablets are confusing my body!

Sorry I havent posted in a few days! Havent really known what to write about. These anti depressants are really confusing my body! I keep getting headaches, I feel really sick when im in the car, I find myself doing wierd things! Like last night...

The next week or so in food... :)

Im hoping that if I do this, It'll help me stay on track! Sooo here we go :) Wednesday... - Breakfast; Half a grapefruit - Lunch; Other half of grapefruit - Dinner; Im staying at a friends but Ive asked to have some sort of salad.  ...

Do I have an ED?

Okay I'm gonna sound like a complete twat asking this, but do I have an eating disorder? You guys know my eating habits, I post about it all the time. I fast sometimes I restrict to no more than 700 calories a day I run a lot. I get...

Help.

I cant do this anymore. I dont know what to do. Im in a deep black hole and I see no way out. Ive given up trying to get better. I see no point anymore. I cant keep pretending everything is okay when inside im falling apart. I cant keep...