Last night...

Me and a few of my friends stayed at my best friends house last night. We went to some guys house and had a house party. I got absolutely fucked. High and drunk. And I got major munchies and ate a load of shit. Urgh. And I feel a tad delicate...

Talking

Ever feel like you wanna talk to someone but you dont really know what to talk about. The obvious is like your thoughts and problems and whats wizzing around in your head, but you dont really know where or how to start. And sometimes, I wonder, is...

Ana...

For the past 4 hours, Ive done nothing but think. And I really shouldnt of because now I have a black cloud over me that wont lift. I hate that I cant go to my friends house because of food. I have to keep making up lame excuses. And its not fair...

A bit of thinspo and some other good stuff.

    ''That fucked up moment when your happy when you see someone has gained weight'' ''Everyday I wake up wondering if it'll be a eating disordered starving day, a 1200 calories and lots of exercise day, or a binge and fuck everything...

Last few days.

Okay, to admitidly the last few days havent been as good as I thought they would be. Buuut they havent been totally awful! Me and a friend were meant to be fasting today and yesterday... Yesterday was going great! I'd had gum, water and green tea....

Fasting.

Im fasting with a friend on here today. Im S H I T at fasts! When I get to the point where I really need food, it takes a lot of concentration and motivation to not let food touch my lips, and most of the time I fail. Note to self - Please...

Depression. Help?

Ive had depression for 3 years now, although it was only diagnosed but a doctor ealier this year (around feb or march). On one of my appointments they said to come back in 3 weeks and they'd probably prescribe anti depressants. However, 3 weeks later...

A few facts and tips...

Here are some facts... 1. There are about 3500 calories in 1 pound of fat 2. Every 2 jumping jacks = 1 calorie burnt 3. 7000 jumping jacks = 1 pound gone 4. 10 sets of 100 jumping jacks in 1 week will burn a pound. So on top of your...

Update and new plan

Okay, I know in my posts or status's I keep saying this, but I really have lost all my motivation. It has gone completely. Which sucks, yes. I need it back. I want it back. I am a fat lump of lazyness and FAT!!!  Maybe ana can sort me out. I...

My trip and general catch up.

Well Im back from Kent County Show! I camped there with some friends from college from thursday till today. We were working there this year and im getting payed like £200 :) scoooreeee. It was such hard work! LONG days and I mean long. 7.45am till...

Txting Ana Buddy...

I already email a couple of girls and their great, but I think I need that little extra nudge. You cant really look at your emails easily everywhere you go, but you can txt! My number is 07772943180 Txt me or comment on this if you wanna be ana...