Summer Ball at college

Got my outfit for the summer ball on wednesday. I love it. But everyone there is gonna be looking skinny and gorgous, then there's me. The blob. Not attractive! Its above the knee, but not super short. Really beachy summery style. Main colour is...

Back to Skinny Girl Diet

No weight is coming off and im going mad! So im starting the Skinny girl diet on monday. I NEED TO BE SKINNY! Ive been ignoring ana for so long I think its time I said sorry and listened to her again.

Purge?

I already have a bit of ana inside me, what about mia? Ive done it once before, but it took time and I felt awful after. But maybe I need to do this? Right now I dont see an alternative. Anyone out there purge after eating? Does it really...

Super excited!!!

I spoke to Bronte's owner and I can have her for summer! EEEKKKK :D Super super excited guys! She said I made her day because she's so happy someone loves her princess like I do!!!! I was like no you've made MY day!!!! So on the 9th of July, my...

Summer Positivity

Ive had a sudden burst of positivity! And Im suddenly really happy! =) Hopefully taking a horse from college home for summer! She's called bronte, she white with a few grey speckles and about 15.1hh and I LOVE her!! She's my baby girl! I wanna...

Not a good day :|

Urrrgh. Thats how I feel! I hate that I cant stop picking at food throughout the day! I drive myself mad doing it yet I still do! I need a HUGE motivational boost and a kick up the arse. Seriously, I need to sort myself out. Its nearly summer...

Ate too much.

Aaahhh this is bad. WHY megan WHY!? I seriously need to control myself, this is getting so bad now. I went to morning duties at college at 7am then we all went to breakfast. Everyone was eating toast with scrambled eggs and baked beans. I was like...