Real world.

I feel weak. I feel fat. I feel like a failure. I want to be skinny. Im fed up of looking in the mirror and being disgusted with what I see. Why cant I stay strong? Why cant I stop eating? I dont know what to do anymore. I feel like crying...

Bad food day.

Today was a bad food day. Tomorrow WILL be better. At least a 2 mile run tomorrow morning. I'll get up at 6 instead of half 6. Get an extra half hour in! Getting some new running trainers sometime this week or next week so that'll be good! Better...

Feeling Positive

Im feeling really positive today! Got up at 6.30am and went for a 2 mile run which burnt 343 calories (: Ate a bowl of porridge with a chopped up banana (203 calories). So Im currently at -140 calories! So im happy happy happy so far (: Day 1 to...

My 6 week plan!

Week 1 - 238lbs by 25/4/11 Week 2 - 235lbs by 2/5/11 Week 3 - 232lbs by 9/5/11 Week 4 - 229lbs by 16/5/11 Week 5 - 226lbs by 23/5/11 Week 6 - 223lbs by 30/5/11     Okay so 3lb a week? I its possible. Im going to try really...

Thinspiration quote's!

- When you look in the mirror your looking at the problem. But you are also looking at the solution - I would rather skinny dip than chunky dunk! - Eat for the body you want, not the body you have. - Shoot for the moon..even if you miss...

Feeling a little lost.

As the title says, im feeling a little lost. I just dont understand myself ? I seem to have lost all motivation for fasting. Days start off well, but then I get a craving for something by like 2 or 3 in the afternoon. And I cant seem to stop...

Fast

Im.Going.On.A.Fast.Tomorrow.Wish.Me.Luck.!.!.!

I hate family meals.

Bleerrghhh! I feel so sick now! Dad just cooked a roast dinner, and Im not even joking, the plates were filled to the max! I looked at it and was thinking OMG I cant eat this!!! Just the thought of all the fat and calories in that....EWW. My family...

I need a really good diet. Help please?

Okay so if I cant find another really good diet, im going on the ABC again. To be fair I did loose like 2lb in the 3 days I did it in, so it wasnt a total disaster. But this time I want to stick to it. Summer is deffo on its way and I want to be...

A poem.

Sorry for the 2 posts in like an hour. But I just wrote this. Tell me what you think?   Empty, numb and hollow inside My dreams have fled, my hopes have died Life passes through each season I feel my life has no reason   I need to...

The truth.

Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind. And right now the scales are being very very cruel! I look at the numbers but I dont want to take  them in because then I feel so fat and disguisting. And thats what I am. Disguiting. And I really cant stand...

Just say no.

For the next 2 days, im saying no to all shitty foods. Need to loose weight fast. Any tips???? <3

I love you

You make me smile. When you cry and coming running to me and throw your arms round me, I feel so much love for you. I could hug you all day You do the cutest things sometimes. Like when I picked you up and whispered ''love you lil man'' in...