Fat.

   I look in the mirror and see a diguisting, fat and podgy girl. Urgh so fat. Fed up with me now!    Im 5ft7 HW - 224 lb :O CW - FAT GW - 200 lb (to start with) I do have a condition called insolin resistance, which is the reason...

Depressed..and food..

Urgh. Just urgh. Parents drive me mad!!!!! They shout at me for no reason, blame everything on me and say im a selfish cow. I hate them. Thank god I go back to college tomorrow! Wont see them for 3 weeks woo! And I'll be back with my college fam (:...

Depression

Depression is like a tidal wave pulling you further in You dont feel up to facing anyone or anything Depression is a huge emphasis on feeling sad and low You feel like your in a dark place with nowhere else to go Depression is like...

Its Over.

I looked down ans stared I felt so ashamed But what I was feeling Couldnt be named I was hurt And shattered But nothing else mattered As the ruby drops Fell from my wrists My breathing quickened And it felt like bliss ...

Life goes on.

Hi everyone! Feeling a bit better after my vent last night. Still so angry though!!!!! So anyway, how are we all today? Ive decided to start my diet today. Wish me luck guys. And if you have any advice do let me know :) I wanna be slim! Too...

How could you...?

This is to knowone in particular. I just needed to vent some stuff!  Your lies have hurt me. I still can’t believe I nearly missed my Nan’s funeral to be there for you. You say I’m your best friend but a real friend wouldn’t say something so sick...