Am I reading into this too much??

Right so basically a few weeks ago I went to one of my friends house party, got absolutly fucked and from what I can remember, had a great time!! According to my friend I go off with this guy and he had his hand down my top...bit weird but...

*Sigh*..

Oh dear. So in my last very boring post I wrote about the anti depressants yeah? Well I told my tutor about it today, and she was like, ''oh your should tell your mum and I dont think you should go on them.'' Errr....does she have any idea how I...

Everything over the past few weeks

Here's an update. - lots a few pounds, literally like only 2....GRRR - went to the doctors and got diagnosed with depression, might be going on anti depressants. - not really enjoying college. I am not a slave, yet this is how they wish to...

Fat.

   I look in the mirror and see a diguisting, fat and podgy girl. Urgh so fat. Fed up with me now!    Im 5ft7 HW - 224 lb :O CW - FAT GW - 200 lb (to start with) I do have a condition called insolin resistance, which is the reason...

Depressed..and food..

Urgh. Just urgh. Parents drive me mad!!!!! They shout at me for no reason, blame everything on me and say im a selfish cow. I hate them. Thank god I go back to college tomorrow! Wont see them for 3 weeks woo! And I'll be back with my college fam (:...

Depression

Depression is like a tidal wave pulling you further in You dont feel up to facing anyone or anything Depression is a huge emphasis on feeling sad and low You feel like your in a dark place with nowhere else to go Depression is like...

Its Over.

I looked down ans stared I felt so ashamed But what I was feeling Couldnt be named I was hurt And shattered But nothing else mattered As the ruby drops Fell from my wrists My breathing quickened And it felt like bliss ...

Life goes on.

Hi everyone! Feeling a bit better after my vent last night. Still so angry though!!!!! So anyway, how are we all today? Ive decided to start my diet today. Wish me luck guys. And if you have any advice do let me know :) I wanna be slim! Too...

How could you...?

This is to knowone in particular. I just needed to vent some stuff!  Your lies have hurt me. I still can’t believe I nearly missed my Nan’s funeral to be there for you. You say I’m your best friend but a real friend wouldn’t say something so sick...

My day :)

Right now im sitting in bed. Its 12.48am. My best friend is asleep on the floor in my room. Sound asleep. She looks like she hasnt a care in the world. Lucky her eh :) I cant sleep. Never can tbh lol. Always have too much on my mind :| whatta...

New Years Resolutions!

So today I had a really good think about thinks. New years resolutions actually...And I know people think there a loads of shit and knowone follows them through, but this year I really wanna try. Something to aim for isnt it! So, my new years...