SGD!

The Skinny Girl Diet. I think Im gonna start this tomorrow. Try get myself back on track! Morning run me thinks, then maybe half a grapefruit. Only 40 calories!

Thin? Yes Please!

Ive had a REALLY bad week! Eaten shit Felt shit Look shit SHIT SHIT SHIT!   I feel so depressed I could cry all day. FFS Im crying now! I feel like such a failure. I feel like I cant take anymore. I just want to be thin. I want to...

Black Cloud

Im so angry I could cry. Im so upset I could cry even more. I feel so depressed I could cry even more than that! I feel like a prisoner in my own home. A horrible black cloud is over me and clouding up my mind. Nothing can get rid of it apart...

My ED - About me...

About Me... Favourite diet food: Mango Favourite binge food: Biscuits Favourite exercise: Horse riding, running and walking When do you binge: When I'm bored and depressed When did it start: 2 ½ years ago Does anyone know: Only my...

Real world.

I feel weak. I feel fat. I feel like a failure. I want to be skinny. Im fed up of looking in the mirror and being disgusted with what I see. Why cant I stay strong? Why cant I stop eating? I dont know what to do anymore. I feel like crying...

Bad food day.

Today was a bad food day. Tomorrow WILL be better. At least a 2 mile run tomorrow morning. I'll get up at 6 instead of half 6. Get an extra half hour in! Getting some new running trainers sometime this week or next week so that'll be good! Better...

Feeling Positive

Im feeling really positive today! Got up at 6.30am and went for a 2 mile run which burnt 343 calories (: Ate a bowl of porridge with a chopped up banana (203 calories). So Im currently at -140 calories! So im happy happy happy so far (: Day 1 to...

My 6 week plan!

Week 1 - 238lbs by 25/4/11 Week 2 - 235lbs by 2/5/11 Week 3 - 232lbs by 9/5/11 Week 4 - 229lbs by 16/5/11 Week 5 - 226lbs by 23/5/11 Week 6 - 223lbs by 30/5/11     Okay so 3lb a week? I its possible. Im going to try really...

Thinspiration quote's!

- When you look in the mirror your looking at the problem. But you are also looking at the solution - I would rather skinny dip than chunky dunk! - Eat for the body you want, not the body you have. - Shoot for the moon..even if you miss...

Feeling a little lost.

As the title says, im feeling a little lost. I just dont understand myself ? I seem to have lost all motivation for fasting. Days start off well, but then I get a craving for something by like 2 or 3 in the afternoon. And I cant seem to stop...

Fast

Im.Going.On.A.Fast.Tomorrow.Wish.Me.Luck.!.!.!

I hate family meals.

Bleerrghhh! I feel so sick now! Dad just cooked a roast dinner, and Im not even joking, the plates were filled to the max! I looked at it and was thinking OMG I cant eat this!!! Just the thought of all the fat and calories in that....EWW. My family...

I need a really good diet. Help please?

Okay so if I cant find another really good diet, im going on the ABC again. To be fair I did loose like 2lb in the 3 days I did it in, so it wasnt a total disaster. But this time I want to stick to it. Summer is deffo on its way and I want to be...

A poem.

Sorry for the 2 posts in like an hour. But I just wrote this. Tell me what you think?   Empty, numb and hollow inside My dreams have fled, my hopes have died Life passes through each season I feel my life has no reason   I need to...

The truth.

Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind. And right now the scales are being very very cruel! I look at the numbers but I dont want to take  them in because then I feel so fat and disguisting. And thats what I am. Disguiting. And I really cant stand...

Just say no.

For the next 2 days, im saying no to all shitty foods. Need to loose weight fast. Any tips???? <3

I love you

You make me smile. When you cry and coming running to me and throw your arms round me, I feel so much love for you. I could hug you all day You do the cutest things sometimes. Like when I picked you up and whispered ''love you lil man'' in...

ABC day 3.

Calories allowed - 300 Calorie inake - Not 100% sure....around 500ish?   Okay so today was bad ''/ went shopping with mum and dad. I had to have lunch with them. Went to some resturant so it didnt have a calorie list. The think that looked...

ABC day 2.

Calories allowed - 500 Calorie intake - 513   Okay so I went over by 13... but not too bad. Much better than yesterday! I woulda stayed in my limit if mum and dad hadnt made me eat gammon for dinna (204 calories). I was gonna have some soup...

So far so good...

So today is ABC day 2 and so far its going good :) Only consumed 61 calories so far and its 1pm. I'll update tonight on how the whole day went! Have a goood dayy! x

Fail.

Today has been a fail. Iam sooo ashamed of myself!!!!!!!! All I allowed myself was 500 calories (ABC diet) and guess what I went and did. Ate a 385 calorie sandwich :'( mum made me have lunch with her coz she went to asda and got us a sandwich...

Diet

Ive decided to start the ABC diet tomorrow since I did ''start'' mine halfway through the day today haha and I had eaten sugary stuff. So I didnt wanna cheat. So tomorrow I can start fresh and do it for the whole day so its done properly! And all I...

ABC Diet :)

Starting the ABC diet today thanks to sloppysecondsiamnot! :) So today and tomorrow Im only eating 500 calories or less. Day 3 only 300 calories Day 4 400 calories Day 5 100 calories Day 6 200 calories Day 7 300 calories Day 8 400...

Just a rant....

I dont really know where to begin. And I dont even know if anyone will read this. And if someone does read it, will they actually read it? I suppose what I wanna get off my chest is how Ive been feeling. I know I have depression, but I'm not on...