I cant.

No one understands. Not really. I want to talk, but I cant. It would destroy you. So I bury it deep inside and it destroys me. I cant tell someone that I am breaking. Ive tried to hold it so together, but I cant. I cant tell someone that...

Erm...

Sorry I havent posted in days and days... How is everyone? Ive just been up the yard everyday riding lilly and shizz... Have therapy every week. Dont wanna talk about that. Im fat and ew and food isnt great. So dont wanna talk about that...